I can't sleep and I am moving out at the end of this month. I can't wait. True, its further away from work, school and the gym BUT I will be away from all that I need to be away from. I will not be forced to breath the expired air of others. I will have a large room and another large room and a just a room. I will make chocolates and sing Christmas carols all alone or against the back of Aly face pressed sleepy tween her shoulder blades. If the snow ever falls I'll be happier than I've been in years...even without a safe future.